And so, the mentionage. :)
Two weeks after I first realised I was a dominant, one particular day stands out as special, and is a day which I vividly remember.
- Up til my discovery two weeks before, I’d felt something like a bunch of pretty, somewhat useful, partially assembled pieces, all rattling around in a box.
And now I felt like the pieces had no need of the box anymore, because all of a sudden they’d joined up together to fit perfectly into a single well-formed, functionally complete machine, with all the parts elegantly and smoothly working together.
So I was walking down the street in my neighbourhood and feeling incredible inside. Everything felt more intense, looked brighter, sounded richer, smelled stronger.
It was like I got a seriously expensive senses upgrade.
During this walk I was noticing that I was not only feeling different, but that people were responding to me differently.
I was walking down the street, wearing my usual jacket and jeans, alone in my thoughts. But time and time again, I noticed men standing aside to allow me to pass, jumping to hold doors for me, and standing to attention as they did so. I mean, that had happened before, but in nowhere near such numbers, nor with anything like as much enthusiasm.
I smiled and thanked them, and walked on. Inside me, music swooped and soared. I felt like my body was singing.
Today, my body still sings.
The difference is, now I make other people’s bodies sing too. :)